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my life is in a terrible state now.

i have to get a job because i have a father, who believes his children can get to eat abalones for all 3 meals if he continues to gamble. like totally wtf, 50 bucks per week is PATHETIC enough.. yet he decrease it to 30 because he haven't been winning these months.

and you thought that was all...
the 2nd oldest png in the family is STILL unemployed.
i think he takes his dearest DADDY as role model.. however, he doesn't gamble.
he believes that playing computer games such as MAPLE STORY and CONQUER can earn up to 10 000 a month and thus, stationed his ass 24/7 on the chair that is facing the desktop. because of his imaginary large sum of salary, he smokes don't-know-how-many packs of cigarettes such that he doesnt have enough money for lunch and had to ask from his sister for it.

there are much more than that if you ask me to list out all my unhappiness here.
i just don't understand why shit ALWAYS happens altogether.
i dont exactly hate my family. im just sad to see screwed up people around me.
now i can truly understand why the chuas and tiffane say death is the best way out sometimes.

im not having suicidal thoughts dont you worry

i should be working soon.
really have to thank Chin, my classmate for getting me a job at the last minute..
it's all about money now.. i don't give a fucking damn to other stuffs that does not relate to $$$.

sometimes, you just have to understand that there are something in this world you can never achieve or obtain.
reaching for something you knew was impossible can drive you nuts.

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